Entry No.1 - How It All Began

👑 The Tsaritsa Diaries

✧ Entry No.1 — How It All Began

After years of working in makeup, I found myself feeling bored.

Not with makeup exactly.

I think I was bored with the version of my life that had stopped surprising me.

At the time, I believed I had everything reasonably under control.

I was working.

I was going through the motions.

And I was searching for happiness in all the wrong places.

But I had no idea what I really wanted.

Looking back, my life was far messier than I realized.

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Eventually, something inside me began to wake up.

In 2013, I discovered jewelry.

What began with a nail art video somehow led me to jewelry school in New York, a workbench, a torch and the beginning of b.Tsaritsa.

Jewelry gave me a new way to express myself. 💎

It also gave my life a direction I hadn’t known I was missing.

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A few years later, I discovered Medical Medium.

Suddenly, I was looking at food, healing and the body in an entirely different way. 🍋🥬🍌🥔

But it wasn’t only about what I was eating.

I also began paying closer attention to how I felt.

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Then came Reality Transurfing. 📖

Transurfing changed the way I looked at reality.

I began questioning the way I made choices and where I placed my attention.

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While taking care of my elderly parents, I began to realize it was time to leave New York.

After they passed away, I packed up my life and moved south.

I knew my new life was in Miami. 🌴

Miami had been part of my life for years, and arriving here felt less like discovering a new place and more like returning to something that had been waiting for me.

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And then, rather unexpectedly, I returned to makeup.

The very thing I had once grown bored with began to feel completely different.

Makeup was no longer simply my work.

It was one of my talents—and I enjoyed using it again. 💄

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In the beginning, all these parts of my life seemed separate.

Jewelry belonged at the workbench.

Makeup belonged at the mirror.

Medical Medium had its own shelf in the kitchen.

Reality Transurfing had several shelves of its own. 📚

And Miami became the place where all those parts of my life finally came together. 🌴

Each one changed the way I saw life.

But together, they led me to The Tsaritsa Diaries.

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I still think about a small moment I’ve carried with me for years.

People used to tell me I looked like Madonna.

One day, a friend asked her little girl who I looked like.

She said,

“A star.” ⭐

At the time, it made me smile.

Now I think she saw something I hadn’t seen in myself yet.

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✧ This is where The Tsaritsa Diaries begins.